i needa stop ditching. buh soo far im goood.

i know for SURE. this week is soo not my weeek. UGGGH. wow. 2morro C0ULDA been mine & tadeo`s one year and 9 month anniversary. Too bad i chose to not have one. Blaggh. I miss him - quite AKWARD to the extreme. ooh noo  

Today. I jus been hekka angryy. Slept through most of my classes. Talked to Mary whole time at lunch. After school, me, Beth, Nellamae, and Carla went out to eat. We all had something diffrerent. Taco bell,  7 eleven, L&L, and Mcdonalds. Went to the salon to get Beth`s hair did and we jus talked and played around with the nail polish. Had fun with my frends x)

Weeee x) Someone likes me. And he asked me to the Winter Ball. Which is like hekkkka months away? Lols just 2 months. Hahah. Sadly, i havent seen him at school yet. Buh` hes seen me around and hes a nice person to me. No other tenderoni's tho. Dont wanna be tooooo tied down.

I need more days like i had today with the girls. I hate my days within school hours. its a bummer ya dig.

new boo and i is FiNE. tadeo .. uhm iunno. i know hes doing goood there - errythings the same between us ; he doesnt call, i dont really care, small talk and we get mad at each other.

mmkay. tell me why yesterday my ear got infected, i fell down the stairs and i was handcuffed for half an hour o.O

wednesday i get hit with a football on my left side and i hit myself on my ear where i got it peirced on the cartlidge hekka bad. its hekka hot red and it hekka hurted. i didnt clean it cuz i never usually do. then yesterday in 3rd block i was twisting the back peice and i felt some crud in my hand and i see it was a peice of dead skin and dried blood. i wanted to take it out buh i couldnt cuz it hekka hurted o.O. then in 4th block i went to visit mishi justine and veronica and they tell me to take it off buh i couldnt. i felt hekka dumb cuz i didnt know blood was sticky and the blood got stuck to my back peice and veronica had to yank it out. 0UCH. i started crying cuz i swear it hurts. the earring is .. uhm. i think its in my jacket. haha. its all ugly and gross cuz the blood. uh oh .. its tadeos earring. haha i dont think he wants it back anyways

after school me and the boo went to his frends casa - austin. its all good there. then he goes outside and im following him and when i was going down the stairs i fell down o.O austin said i fell cuz of my socks and i missed a step and he was demonstrating it to me. it was hekka funny buh i was hekka embaressed. haha it also happened to nami before she left x]. then later on andy handcuffs me and " loses the key " and i get hekka mad ! then one of the cuffs gets stuck and i get even more mad. haha i love andy x] andy yu silly stupid boy.

mann .. nami left =/ we hekka miss her alot- specially andy. i want her to come back.

got thee hair done today. looks 0K - not too good, not too bad. i`ll straighten it on occasions - like .. day and night. haha Jkeeding.

Its cool how me & Wifey Mjayy got NEW B0YFRENDS on the same date - Sept14.2005. Buh` dumbass Chris got it on the same day too - that fag. I still dispise him buh i like the shirt i made him buy me x)

Ateh Lexi is comin to town =) i miss her alot ! I think imma ditch schoool jus to see her ! Hahaha. Talk about ditchin school - i ditched school hekka times and lost 2 units and BACK T0 SCH00L NiGHT is on Wednesday and my mom knows about it >=[ ! Crapp mann. I hate it when the school calls. Why dont they give out letters like they used to. Uggh.

today was hellla good till like .. the football game.

School is coo. First 2 blocks is alright. 3rd sucks - i dislike my science teacher and i havent been to 4th block for like 2 weeks. I only been to that class once. haha stupid ass mee. Always ditchin that class kickin it with Nemo for a bit then go to King for a whilee. Today i skipped half of 3rd block and kicked it with my ditch half of 3rd block err`day buddy Iris ! Haha. I love hangin out with her - even th0 Tadeo dont. Haha he dont like her cuz shes a " scrap " - hmm. Dont look like it. lols. She helped me sell some chocolate. hahaha sold hellla in less than one block. Shes goood. Imma miss her when her senior ass leaves. Hopefully i wont screw up hella much kickin it with her haha.

After school - hung out with Mae Mae,  Kelly, and Nami. Did they eyebrows and got ready for the football gamee. Saw all my football freshie buddies - Joe, Noe, Truman, Phillip, gay Adriel, Ryan, etc. Adriel and Ryan ran into me on purpose - mean ass boys. We won =) i think ? Haha whatever - i didnt pay attention. Mayn .. its nice being with someone new buh the new boyfrend gets me helllla mad hekka easyy. I saw hhim at the game when i didnt want to. Ahaha whatever - i dont love him. And if i ever said i did - i take it back. I still love Tadeo`s lil mexicano ass. Hes still my booboo <3

Hahaha shit, Nana. If your reading this - stupid ass, yu said yu wanna burn and then your lackin off askin your lil pothead frends ! C`M0N ! I had to ask IRIS ! Ask your pothead frends ! I dont have enuff. hahaha